i guess i am inately a dreamer.
no matter what i do.
as realistic as i would like to consider myself and seem to others, all i do is create what i desire in my mind and pretend that one day i'll do it.
i know that i can have whatever i want...........
i just need to go out and get it.
i am so lazy, so restless, so unmotivated lately.
it's been that way for a long time.
i really want to push myself. i really want to be someone that is driven. someone using all their potential.
dreaming won't get me there.
i'm feeling like i have not options.
i will have even fewer options in the future if i dont get myself together now.
i've got my head so far in the sky.
all i wanna do is lay outside in the sun and think. haha.
can i get paid for that?
my mind is all over the place. at times life feels like too much.
not a bad too much. just too much.
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