past meets present. Ever.

didn't get to dance with you last night, or five years ago either.

my heart's already broke

must we always take the next step?
we have hope.
and then exactly what we feared comes true.
and we wonder why we don't think in the other direction.
good things occur and we think it is blessings, fate, 'meat to be', special.
bad things happen, but we do not feel as if they happened to save us from something undesirable, but rather that we are cursed and defect.
i expected more from you.
i don't know why.
but i did.
let down.
absolutely.
just as before.
we are all human i suppose.